SiMpLe PlAn

2005-11-11T23:37:00.000-08:00

I HAVE SHIFTED!!!!

www.dancinginthe-dark.blogspot.com

see ya there!!!

Cheerleading!!!

2005-10-18T19:32:00.000-07:00

haha just felt like blogging again!!!after like so long!!!
just realised i have dance the whole week let me show you!!!
monday:tap and modern 3hrs
tuesday:cheerleading auditions 2 hrs
wednesday:tap and modern 2-3hrs
thursday: tap and modern 2-3hours
friday:dance with zaki 2 hrs.
saturday:ballet for 2hrs and tap and modern 2-3hrs
Sunday:tap and modern 2hrs!!!!!

Fuck!!!!its only tuesday and my body is aching from mondays dance

today had home ec practical cooked potato cutlets..got 34.5/40 not bad...haha:)

and during dance when we going to warm up that time Xinni said ok charlene lead warm up. i was like ok...
then next incident..deidre or sth needed to learn the steps Xinni called again...Charlene help her learn the steps...or teach her the steps...

by then i got pissed off laa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh!!!!!i am not fucking jealous but it is irritating???
what happened to me???am i transparent???just because charlene went to her cell a few times??charlene can go out more than i can?????

just because of this i am totally dreading dance

i find that Xinni only talks to me when she wants me to do sth or tell her sth!!!!

i fucking think i shld quit dance or sth!!!!!
argh i wanna change school!!!
luckily gonna sec 3
2 more fucking long years!!!!ren..............

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

help me i think i am going crazy soon!!!!!!!!!!!!

now i am hesistant on having my birthday party celebrated with my friends~

Oh mY!!

2005-05-25T21:39:00.000-07:00

Oh mY school is getting so slack its just so nice that is boring...
when we had to study and had classes i had always wished for alittle slack but this is way too much...there is totally nothing to do during classes...i just go to trees table to talk...take pics...play stress with fern,swollen...etc...

the teachers don come...so we have free period its getting tooo boring for me...i need excitment mann...comeon!!!

only for english then miss wahida come and ''teach''...got back my oral din expect to get that high...i expected like 25 below or fail ...guess what i got..........29/40...hahas:)

well i just have to let it out...i want everyone to know mann...sorry to whomever it may concern but yupp...

you know my tag board...some one came and tag..oh i pity boon and char.and you are not very nice i sit near you in class...well................the someone is ahem.....kwa kai boon!!!!!

i suspected it was her...who else???felicia?charlene?but i couldnt pint point her at that time...so i wrote a few ppl names...

boon if you are reading this...don say i am trying to let the whole world know...its because you already wrote it on my blog..(you know anyone can see it) thats why i am just writing here so erm...more publisized...since you tag on my tag board already the ''whole world'' has seen it...

finally i got it off my chest...my mother called her battery...damn farnnayy...rite tree?but lame...hahas:)

okies i don wanna write ready...
so yupp!!!

feelings for today:
i feel everyone is treating me like an outsider just someone who erm i dunno usually we could share secrets and all but its all changing

read between the lines what's fucked up and everythings alright~

slack day...

2005-05-24T20:29:00.000-07:00

today dem slack as usual...after exams...sighz~
hahas:)i brot my camera today...took quite a number of pics...hahas:)

DaNcE~
well today was sirs birthday...so the com bot a cake,FLOWERS?,and currypuff for him...
in the end sir din turn up he din even know had dance...aiyo...
see jac i told you ready!!!!hahas:)
then we ate the cake as it was also trixia's birthday...
then xinni asked whether we all wanted to go to acs to give him the cake...
i was thinking to myself...:siao ah go all the way there mad arh...buy another cake for him another day la..."

ANYWAY WE DIN SAY WE DIN WANT TO GO IS THE COMMITEE MEMBERS OWN SELF SAY DON WANT SO MANY PEOPLE TO GO ONE OK????THAT IS WHY ONLY XINNI,MARIKA,AND JAC WENT!!!!!
WE WENT TO PARKWAY CAUSE DANCE ENDED EARLY AND WAFFLES WERE HALF PRICE...HAHAS-_-''

anyway me,char,jonita,deb,si jia,aretha,claire,humaira went to gelare to eat waffles...
or as debbie says WA-ffles...
hahas:)

i know my voice is loud...you don have to tell me...why you all jealous arh?not happy arh?~

Vesak Day Sunday(Shopping day)

2005-05-22T22:28:00.000-07:00

well today i had no ballet and my pops friends from korea coming to singapore and they wanted to go shopping...so.....
i tagged along...they wanted to go taka i ate the ice cream there...the what italian gelato..damn nice...then we walk separate the korean couple walk in take me and my parents walked to wisma...
so i went to the surfbabe shop i wanted to buy the roxy slippers which were 18.90 if i remember correctly...yupp...then i only had 17 dollars so i asked my mum whether i can buy ...i told her i dun have any NICE slippers all plain ugly ones which are actually hers...
then she got so freaking angry...so pissing off...mann!!!!
but i don hate her...she has her own reasons for not letting me buy...but its just that at that point in time i din think about it...i just kept thinking i want the slippers....
now i feel damn guilty mann...i feel so bad...esp when now i listening to boulevard of broken dreams...like so sad sad one...

in the end i manage to buy the slippers my father bot them for MIEE!!!

we walked to heeren then they had this function perfect 10 thing...i went to hmv bot the BRITNEY SPEARS single which i have been searching for sooooooo long...!!!!and a smash hits mag...i got it free thanks to the voucher...hahas:)

then ate one sausage...the $2 one...

then the funcion ended while we were walking past i saw shan from eye for a eye2 the shuai ge...he is super super cute...fortunately i brot my cam...then i took pic with him...my mother extra extra so old like young guy...go and take with him oso...hahas:)...
i ask him for his autograph...and guess where i let him sign???

on a receipt...a HMV receipt...Oh mY!!!

i took pic with jamie yeo and daniel ong...yuppx:)

happy me...:)

I almost had YOU~

family day!!!

2005-05-21T22:40:00.000-07:00

OH My Family day was super fun mann!!

reached kcp at 7.45...met sab ,peck and a few others sitting in front of our stalls...
well 8am came and the dance ppl had to meet at the middle of the court yard...
then we all made our way to the basement...

blah blah...put on make up...then SOON it was time to perform...

damn nerve wrecking so many people...

overall the dance was so screwed...so messy...ppl forgot the steps...we left the so called stage dissapointed...i hate the audience mann...so unsupportive...never clap...one...only at the beggining and at the end...make us more dissapointed...

we all changed out then went to our stalls...
blah blah very long to write i going to skip a few parts....

i played the dunkin thing...i ask for mika to be dunked then i first throw hit ready..hahas then she fall in!!!

then my turn to get wet...my shift...all the com and some of the dance girls come and take revenge on me...hahas:)
idiot...

then xinni wanted to dunk me so i sat on top she only second throw then kana me...hahas:)

i like being dunked!!!so cold!!!so nice

my mother dunked mika,jonita...mandy i first throw oso drop hahas...
see not bad hor!!!

then back to our stall me ,tree and char all went into the pool all got wet...
then boon supposed to be from the GET TANGLED go and ka jiao in our stall...
took many pics...hahas

won many prizes too...!!!
over all the day was super fun mann...tho we din get to go haunted house!!
bleh!!

i see you looking at me like im some kind of FREAK!!!~

PANTY DAY!!!

2005-05-13T23:25:00.000-07:00

today had art and oral
wow art was dem funnayy...esp when mrs koh was the one who was collecting the papers...dem dem funnay!!!!
too long don wanna write about it...you wanna know you come ask me personally in school..

then went for oral waited so long tree and sabrina had to go last cause they were punished la...

my oral got to choose between miss wahida which i will never go cause she is my english teacher that means we got to use idioms...mrs eng...miss noor and some other teacher...
then i had no other choice then i choose mrs ng any way this kathleen had miss noor who was sitting on my left...
wel i was reading the passage this stupid kathleen go and read so loud...until i gabra....i started panicking and then my whole bottom all got screwed...picture was bad just hoping i din fail mann....

after that me and kat took taxi in the taxi we deciding to go her house take her clothes then go my house and change or just to go her house then after she change go my house then we decided to go her hse which was still under reno...but i saw her doggie...very big for a 7 month old dog....then her dog the tongue like got problem the half of the tongue pink then the inside is black....
we walked all the way out to take taxi cause we were damn hot ...i wore my new polo tee and a skirt....
mum fetched us the bedok interchange....

kat's scared of small dogs hahas:)

meet char,amelia,fad at the bedok interchange...went there walked to heeren we all bought the same clips...fad bot a skirt,while me and kat ate lunch...cause we din eat...actually kat ate...hahas:)

then we decided to walk to cine...then we walk all the way there then they say eh i don feel like being here leh sian of this place...so we went taka...just to eat ice cream...italian gelato...damn nice i ate cuppacino...

then we all went wisma atria...walk and walk and walk...then we went topshop...me,kat,charlene,amelia bot thongs....hahas....i bot a doggie one....

then fad,charlene,amelia went home cause their mum wented them to be home...so me and kat decided to go back to topshop to buy fads present...then i saw another thong that had the word cutie girl on it so i bot it...

we walked to far east....i wanted to go the nightmare before christmas shop...we found it after much searching...
then we decided to buy more presents for fad.......bot many....i saw many cute panties so i bot a few....got doggie very cute....

me and kat wanted to take neos so we went to take lor...
then we hold our thongs...even put the thongs on our head...(thats my idea k:))

had a amazingly great day...more neos to add to my collection...hahas
today totally rocked...

i just begun havin my fun yeah~

day after chinese exams!!!

2005-05-11T23:15:00.000-07:00

well today had chinese exam...damn difficult...la but heck care sure fail...

after exams tree and charlene came to my house to do art we draw draw in my room all the thumbnails then photocopy then went down...
when we were downstairs...i forgot to bring cloth...so mum threw down the cloth and the keys...cause she said she wanted to take a nap...so we painted...went to buy drink buy snack..then continued painting the same piece but tree very fast finish first piece so she went on to the second one...she paint grey colour black colour...hahas...then at first look so ugly but after a while not bad la...then we talk laugh talk laugh...then we payed with the walkie talkie...charlene went to change channel then we talk to this guy but he lik not talking in english then he say something...then tree say...i am sedako...then we all started laughing
then at one point he keep on pressing the call button so charlene keep saying asshole keep calling for what...i tried to do the singapore telecom announcment service thing but i started laughing so i din do...

then we went up colour with crayon...hahas...and finished it...soon charlene left cause she had to be home by 4.30...then tree left so we completed the letter to boon....

after dinner that time she called her mum asked whether can eat dinner at my house...then suprisingly her mother was like wah they so nice arh...then she say yes...hahas so she stayed eat dinner and continued the letter somemore...went friendster to play then we sent her home...

came home looked thru dnt book then edited the letter and highlighted it cause boon likes to do then tree and char ask me to highlight duo duo...hahas

had a marvellous time mann...
hope they come again...maybe friday we going out yay!!!

Help Me....

2005-05-09T23:03:00.000-07:00

if it is not problems from my friends it is problems form my family...i think my whole life is ruined...i have thoughts about running away even to commit suicide but i cant do it cause of the love my family and i share but things go wrong and the love gets totally replaced by sadness...what am i to do???
tomoro is my history test and i think i am so going to fail terribly i cant help it....the level of problems that have happened to me just builds up more n more inside of me....

the whole story is because my grandmother keeps sleeping in my room...and sometimes i cant stand it cause i totally get NO privacy at all yet at times when i think that if i ask her to go back her room she will get so angry and sad that i chase her out of my room.....

and now my mother is siding her...know obviously my mum will side her....she claims that i am the one....but as teenagers...you all can understand sometimes without any privacy really really can die one...

i dunno what to do...i feel like this whole life of mine has reached the end....i dun feel like doing anything...i just need someone to talk to....i am so screwed up....

i feel like dieing so badly yet i dont want to~

the most sian day mann...

2005-05-08T19:56:00.000-07:00

today was supposed to go for ballet,tap and modern as it IS sunday...
but because of art...i cannot go...stoopid...

JUST BECAUSE OF ART!!!!ARGGHHH!!!SO ANGRY LORH!!!

from 12pm to now still haven finish...now only doing thumbnails...finishing the last one...somemore tomoro got tuition...aiyo...i hate chinese tuition...dem boring one...
i give up on chinese le...
so hard one...how to do??

i am now watching spykids...just had a feeling keep wanting to watch...if only i could be a spy...

anyways...my mum getting me a emily the strange bag ...and the nightmare before christmas bag for tree...hahas then maybe we go to school with the same black black bag...so gothic...hahas cant wait mann...

ARGHH!!!!haven do card for gaya betta end here mann...
cya next time...
kissy~

Peace ouT~
Tang:)

these are the chronicle of life and death and everything between~

sorry...i am not perfect

2005-05-06T16:32:00.000-07:00

sorry for the horribly destroyed blog thanks to someone....read my tag board...
(i know who you are by the way)

today was science paper...section A relatively easy
section b was ok
section c was easy for the questions that needed explaining the rest were quite tough..
overall was ok...as all my other papers...

and yay it is half way thru my exams already...cant wait charlene and theresa planning to come my house after exams to swim and play...and play and swim again...
is anyone jealous??sure there is....

anyways...bought our little present for gayathri ready...so yarh cant wait for monday...
our present so cute...gaya if you are reading this ...be happy you are gonna love it mann...hahas!!!

i have not been updating recently cause of exams pls do forgive me...oh ya forgot on 29 april i went to lord of the dance ...well it...erm....rocked!!!!
it was so cool....their legs move so fast...dem cool...
and guess i saw this cute ang moh guy he looked like orlando bloom the younger version...aiyo there were so many cute guys bot the lord of the dance tee shirt...

the untitled song is so stuck in my head...

and guess what SHE apologised to me...the whole thank you song fits this thing...esp the part...
~when the tables turn again,you'll remember me my friend,you'll be wishing i was there for you....i'll be the one you miss the most,but you'll only find my ghost...as time goes by you'll remember why you're all alone....~

shit now that song is stuck in my head...
listening to it now

pierre is becoming cuter to me...BUT CHUCK is more shuai...hmph no body can steal him hahas...jkjk

~that pathetic face will no longer work on ME!!!~

run for fund...

2005-04-15T22:59:00.000-07:00

woke up in e morning...went to school...then we all as a school walked to the beach...
then soon all the sec sch ran...
but not me...i am exempted...

sian i dont wanna write...
charlene had the attack again...
gaya got tenth in sec two leveel and peckyi got 2nd in sec two level...
xinni got 15th in sec 3 level...

after school...went to cut hair...then went to fetch justin gor gor...
my mums cousin...
went to tm to eat...

oh ya ...dance got silver...
so sad...very dissapointing

god must hate me he curse me for eternity-

SYF!!!!

2005-04-14T22:49:00.000-07:00

wah today syf le so scary...

went to school with my alien hair.....
so did charlene....
then we left class at 8.50...

did our stockings first then make up...
then during when we all doing our make up...then when i look at charlene i saw her crying....
i went to her...she said her hands numb....so we help her massage...
then she said her face numb...

soon the sjab ppl came...

blah...blah...

soon we change and left for kallang...

we were the first school to arrive there then tp came.....

tp was b4 us....

we all started crying when we walked to the stage...

this tp all talk and talk and talk.....

soon our turn to go on stage....

all went well for me...

my mum said it was damn good.....
hope the judges think the same way....

hoping for the best.....

then we planned for the dinner....
fetched boon ,mika,kat,jas,jac,nicolette,liying...all go there...

i ate hokkien mee...hahas:)
mrs shah came talked to us...adviced us...then got one idoitic angmoh man...so kaypoh...then make faces at us...but we din care...

went home...a straight away sleep...

hoping for the best...-

CRAZY-~

2005-04-11T18:21:00.000-07:00

Tell me what's wrong with society, When everywhere I look I see,
Young girls dying to be on TV, They won't stop 'til they've reached their dreams
Diet pills, surgery.
Photoshopped pictures in magazines, Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on, Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes, You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be, There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies, Making kids feel like it's WWIII,
No one cares, no one's there,
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority, It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?,
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on, Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes, You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society, When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUVs, While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares, no one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on, Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes, You'll see that something, something is wrong
Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on, Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes, You'll see that something is wrong

notice what is highlighted in red!!!!

Forget Tomorrow...I Just Wanna JUMP!!!!-

CHUCK"S PIX!!!!

2005-04-10T22:02:00.001-07:00

Before tap i went to collect my pix...and i went to buy the good charlotte cd...

i suddenly very into dis kinda music...hahas:)

modern and tap rocked as usual....
but when it came to ballet well not as nice...

HONESTLY...--
erm i hate classes after exams dem boring...
always warm up warm up only then later always have not enough time...then the teacher's blame us...

before ballet there was a break so i went through the pics...
and guess what i saw?
my chuck...
so cute...

i am so going to show sab tomoro!!!!

yayness!!!

now burning disc for boon...

I Just Wanna Live!!!-

Dad's back

2005-04-09T22:50:00.000-07:00

Dad's Back From Japan...

he brought back many ramian and noodles...
and he got me my sponge bob stuff.... so happy...
now wearing my sponge bob slippers...

nana and i so happy to see him

mum's New laptop!!!!

2005-04-09T19:45:00.000-07:00

Mum's got a new laptop and i am so jealous but hahars she doesnt know i illegally used it today afternoon when she was out...dem nice but i dem scared cause if got virus then i die ...
had to reset my ipod...i so scared ...i tot spoilt...

i am so freaking bored today...

welcome to mah new blog!

2005-04-07T19:38:00.000-07:00

hi now i have a new blog tot the other one the name very stupid...
dance rocked but not alot cause i hit my backside bone...now dem frigging pain...

2005-04-06T22:56:00.000-07:00

Hey dad look at me, Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?

And do you think I'm wasting my time, Doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it, I just wanna make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
Can't pretend that I'm all right
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all ,Nothing lasts forever, I'm sorryI can't be perfect
Now it's just to late, And we can't go back, I'm sorryI can't be perfect

I try not to think, About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me, Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it, I just wanna make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight,
And nothings alright

'Cuz we lost it all, Nothing lasts forever, I'm sorryI can't be perfect
Now it's just to late, And we can't go back, I'm sorryI can't be perfect

Nothings gonna change the things that you said
Nothings gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all, Nothing lasts forever, I'm sorryI can't be perfect
Now it's just to late, And we can't go back, I'm sorryI can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all, Nothing lasts forever, I'm sorryI can't be perfect
Now it's just to late, And we can't go back, I'm sorryI can't be perfect

Simple Plan Gig

2005-03-30T23:55:00.000-08:00

wah today in school so friggin exicited but this sab din bring mag tiks so i decided to go her hse after sch to take the tiks from her ma

after school collected mah tiks went home changed and pick cheryl up then we rushed to the convention hall...when we went in the place where the ppl queue up...we saw dem alot of ppl..

waited for trixia...she came so punkish...

soon the rest came...

then wen they say ok the doors are open...then the whole place went siao....ppl all cut queue

dis stoopid cheryl and trixia all cut queue never pull me along...then they went in first i had to wait so long.....

we wait and wait then pug jelly finally started playing for only 30 mins...
then we had to wait 30 more mins for simple plan to come out

soon sp came out they started with shut up
actually i was standing with sab at the left corner but cause i cannot see so i went to find maria who was at the middle...
then half way i noticed this angmoh gal behind me use her phone take pic of me....

Anyway
I LoVe ChuCk(Charles Comeau)
i bought a sp tee and a pug jelly cd...

so happy ...we were all in need of water...i had water but....not enuf...

overall the whole gig rocked...
but i heard they had to do something in promt to cause pierre fell down...
pity pierre....he is cute but...not as cute as mah beloved chuck...

i will defitnitely go again if they come...anyway they were filming a live dvd here...
hahas so friggin happy...